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mitive, it is sophisticated. We are its final army aflame with risk Thee human dead. Thee unmagickal. Thee blind. Thee sleepers
and freedom. in grey. Thee word may be virus, but cynicism is virus too. Now
What pictures do we have? Support, sadness, fragility, mad- we find our ground and we stand and fight. We fight with
ness, and inspiration. Vision, a language of vision, a heirogly- flickering pictures, runes of video, frames of memory and pri-
phic language, a vicious brutal language. Germany is itself a mal response, thee coumbination of animal lust for survival,
neurological language. It speaks in tongues and flames, in and its tactical expression. We fight. We have no other choice.
myths and bodies, hopelessness and hope. Thee scapegoat celi- We are engaged in a life Times fight. It was never, is never, and
bate, thee goat pan fertile and rampant. Both love of nightmare never will be a game. Its a matter of contact. Of motive. Of inte-
and hatred of disease. Sometimes just a tiny hole in Time, clo- gration. Of strength. Of isolation within a network. If time is
sing slowly over thee guilt of every linked subconscious sore. measured this fight measures time. Time is equally for us and
As we make a final stand. We have no choice anymore. Sad- against us. Germany is thee image of territory. Thee image of
ness. Memory flooding. Once, relationships seemed simpler, battleground. Thee rune of coumplexity and simplicity warring
unsophisticated, naive, less self-conscious. Our euphoria has for fertility. Pan. Thee barren are rendered fruitful, thee rituals
been swamped by thee damaging sarcasm of thee majority. are earlier than memory. Thee animal floods through thee man
and through thee crisis creates panic. Life. Our dreams are vi-
vid. Our rituals stand us apart. Motive is a key. Why? One does
not need answers to feel confident of motive. And motif, pictu-
re crystalises inate intuitions that flicker and fight. In a universe
of flux there are no fixed answers. No fixed moments. Rapidity,
fusion, flexibility are thee hard edges, thee frame ofthis alche-
my of survival. Place is in thee truest sense, merely a landscape
we pass through. [t has no density. Rememberance should be
more exact. There are lines, boundaries, in all of these places.
There common language is one of symbols.
When order is lost, time spits.
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